My Life as an Engineer Part 1

Throwback..
Keje plant tp ggih jgk nak pakai shawl. Tdng syria ade tp singkat.. :(
Kt sini smua kene jaga. Aku jalan mcm gengster,  Senyum pon jarang. Mekap lgsg x. Laki rmai kene pndai jaga diri la.
Sedih gk. When boss ckp yun nnti u keje sini u kene active kene kotor n kene jd tomboy. Aku angguk2 smbil bergenang waa xnk jd engneer x mnat nk melawa xnk ktor. Nk jd ckgu nk bkk butik waaa. Im too soft to be an engneer.
Pastu aku ngadu la kt paktam dia ckp alah yun . Tu akk manager kt plant sbelah dlu ckp xmnat smua last2 jd manager gk.
Ko try dlu, belajar dlu.

 Skrg ni aku sabar je n cuba adapt . Sbb rugi la blajar engneer last last keje lain. Amek pngalaman byk2. Lgpon keje sini best sbb ko thu detail smpai aku rasa rugi dlu x intern kat sini kalu x xdelah noob sgt bt pdp time fnal year dulu haha (sorry teammates).  Cuma tough sikit la n pressure sbb boss suruh blajar mcm2. Tnsion haha. But take it positively lah ek. Mjurlah ade paktam kalau x mmg aku lost gila la kt sini. .
Dan sbbkan aku sorg j pmpn melayu kt sni so aku dilayan mcm princess la wehh. Nak duduk pon org tlg lapikkan kertas. Jatuh sikit org dh concern dah ngehehe.
Sorry byk bebel im alone here so i would like to express..im alone . Alone. Waaa. Dah lame x borak ngn beyie sobss. . Sjak keje ni malas gila nk jiwang2 ngn poknor haha. Sorry bro. Ngantuk penat letih. On9 kjap2 gtu r.

i wrote this in my handphone's note as caption for instagram, but i think its too mainstream to upload it there since many of my friends still dnt get a job so  i dont want them to think im showing off. u know, ppl are judging right. dan sebab tu banyak ejaan tak penuh sebab taip kt phone. sorry.
but honestly, im really alone here so u paham2 la. luah kat media sosial is one way to feel that im not alone. ngee
thats all.. nothing to show off or what. bukan keje petronas gaji 5000 pon...


i have a lot to story..
wait for more posts in future k !

till then, tata
xoxo