A Motivational Post to Myself

Assalamualaikum!

Today, I feel so down..

Went to class today with my roommie and I takde mood gile nak bercakap.

Rasa sebak je dalam dada, hampir2 nak menangis memikirkan apelah nasibb ku diperantauan ni..

Ma abah takde, anak2 buah takde.. oh sedihnyaa…

Sebenarnya  my FYP’s sv wants to meet me and I don’t ever want to see him. I even feel like killing him once I got the chance! I hate it so much..

Disebabkan refused to meet him, I delayed the process. (ayat tak boleh nak chemical process lagi ke yun?)

Tanya mira, patut g jumpa sv dulu ke g amek baju kat post office? Beter g kt something yg buat  kita happy kan hihi.

So I pergi post office and Alhamdulillah, baju2 yg shopping kat nile.com.my tu lawa hokay! Puas hati!

At least takdelah jumpa sv dengan muka yg hazabedah bak kata cik hepal .

But then, pergi jugaklah jumpa dia.

Before tu dah menyumpah seranah dah (dalam hati n depan kawan2)

Kenapalah dia suruh buat kerja dia time org sibuk study week?

Dahlah exam schedule takde gap, serius down doe

Sv tu tahu chemical dia siap je, bukan nak kisah pon pasal report ape semua

Tu FYP,, ni group project FYDP lak. Ni pon masalah jugak bila kena redo our presentataion. Those examiners didn’t want to evaluate us as they said that our plant look weird and doesn’t seem realistic to be applied in real industry. Macam macam lah

Time study week la kan semua ni nak setel

Memang aku ni genius tak payah study pon…

mancung syiaa haha

Ok now sambung cerita tadi, so dah jumpa sv FYP tu, ntah kenapa tetiba rasa relief

I try to calm my self, motivate myself , cakap., kejap je prepare chemical tu, then just leave it in the oven for today, the next day continue to do the calcination and all…

So in the mean time, I hope dapat curi masa untuk study..

Takpe yun, ingat tak masa kecik kecik dulu selalu nangis bila tak reti buat homework bahasa cina?

Ingat tak walaupon still sekolah rendah tapi dah pandai stay up buat kerja sekolah?

Ingat tak masa nak buat kerja sekolah dulu, tension pensil asyik patah je, sampai habis 3 batang pensel asal gorek je patah asal gorek je patah..

Tu pon nangis jugak kan yunn..

Theres no easy way.

Nangis2 pon dapat 6A kan UPSR. Sape yg bangga?

Ofcos la diri sendiri dan ma abah..

So sekarang dah besar ni lagilah banyak cabaran dia…

Biasalah,, kita ni manusia, bukannya kucing.. kita ada tanggungjawab, ni tak asyik jeles je dengan kuciig tidu makan je kerja

Ape ingat kucing takde masalah ke? *petikan katakata penceramah dulu yg dah lupe nama dia sapa haha.

So sekarang takkan nak give up?

Takde kejayaan tanpa pengorbanan.. takde yun, takde..

Ok sambung cerita lagi, so dah balik dari jumpa sv, I went to restaurant to buy some food for lunch, but then texted beyie to have a lunch with me.

Tengah tunggu dia tu tetiba ade orang tutup mata ittew leww.. ish takkan beyie kot nak main tutup2 mata ni gile pe haha

and this is our finalyearface

Teka teka oh tiya rupanya, haha dah lame gila dah takde org nak main tutup mata ngn ittew. N dah lame gile dah tak bersosial ngn tiya wahaha .

Thanks for made me happy even just that.

So, this is my day.

Im going to take rest jap, jakg ade kelas lak pukul 3, esok sabtu, tapi ade test.

Aish biasalah student.

Sabar jelah..

See u soon! Love u xoxo