New Hope

byk kenangan pahit manis sepanjang 2012....
ak crita 1 1 , macam banyak sangat pulak
tapi adelah yg xdpt dilupakan.
huwaaaaa


hanya me n my roomate paham dis feeling..

other than that, i found that i hate myself..
i hate myself for always being one of the reason of things didnt go right.
in any relationship with anybody,
thing that i hate the most is  get 'fight'
 i dunno y is has to be me.
remember the fight when i was in form 3.
i always be one of the reason why 1 group tend to 'split'
gaaaaaaaahhh

i hate it when i act stupidly handling those problems.
i hate myself for not be able to be matured.
come on, i 1 more week i am 22!

i hate it that i am soo ego to tell them how much i appreciate them
how much im glad to have them in my life..
how cheerful the moments are with my family...
my beyie...
and this year, i think our relationship has grow a lot with  GPL

i love them
im sorry for my silly jokes..
i am thankful for allah sending me those people in my life.
they taught me a lot..
i love everone besides me..
i love my new housemates now..
ana, ek,, zati, wan, misao,pipah, eju, wawa,,,
and im sorry for everything..
it was really out of my control..
im sorry for that day that i dont even want to remember.
the fact is..
sejak masak memasak bubar, i feel so sad..
have no spirit to cook alone.
for my self..
what to cook for one person?
how sikit for it to be cooked?
sikit?
ikan sekor je?
kalau nk masak tomyam bubuh udang sekor, sotong sekor, sudah?
ahahahha funny 
i miss those questions,
harini nak masak ape?
ade ape yg tinggal lagi dlm peti sejuk?
meh nak tolong ape2 tak?
potong bawang ke.. tolong kacau ke..
i really missing that..
sedih...
u paham tak sedih?
then we ate together,
gossiping..



well, things dont always go like we planned.
i need to take it positively..
think positive yun!
smile!

ape2 pon, i still ade hutang ngn utp..
and it scarrryyyy
i cant wait to finish my study here...
i hope our on9 bussineess going well..
i hope that my relationship with anybody are going well also..
i hope i wont be the reason y people gets into a fight..
i hope i can be a better person..
i hope i can be more matured..
less ego..
soft-spoken. *aww


 hello 2013!
u know what, this year's calendar is exactly the same as in 1991
we were born that year u knoww!
ngeeee
muahhhh

xoxo
y.
publish!
hehe