Of Happiness and Sadness (Khabie Khusyi Khabie Gham)

Salam.

yeah, missed my blog a lot!

and i took quite a lot of time trying to get mood writing again..

being busy, stress makes me wanna cry...

huwaaa....

but alhamdulillah, this semester has officially ended.

though it did'nt end well.

but it's already ended!

got me?

SUDAH BERAKHIR!

  sooo,

should i talk about good news or bad news first?..

guess i start with bad thing first.

first of all, this is about my final exam schedule.

yeah, 3 papers

back to back

and this totally drive me crazehh

gilak!

i managed to answer the first paper, so so

but when it comes to 2nd n 3rd paper,

i've lost!

i couldn't study..

i slept about 2 hours after the exam on that day,

(hoping to stay up studying for next paper_

but when the it comes to study,

i just can't focus..

i got high...

duduk kat meja, fikiran menerawang...

kepala goyang goyang...

seriously my brain was saturated..

and i didnt really studying for the 2nd and 3rd paper..

i need to rest for a day, then i can study well..

im really not that kind of hardworking-study person..

naaahh, that's not my..

i ni pemalas kot...

seriously...

kat MRSM dlu kalo stay up smpai kul 2 je..

orang lain ade sampai kul 4..

me?. not. tak suka study.

im lucky to have my study gropu before, they helped me a lot during my spm time.

but now, im all alone...

things get worse,

study gets difficult...

i tak tahu lah kalau next sem kena repeat paper..

especially TRANSPORT pHENOMENA

i really don't want to learn the subject again.

i don't want to meet the lecturer again

but if kena repeat.,

memang nahas lah...

kawan kawan,

kalau saya kena repeat TP,

jangan gelakkan saya okai?

malu...

tak pernah kena repeat bodoh2 saya pon

now i understand how my friend before yang tak paham physics or chemistry masa spm dulu

dah dorang memang tak boleh nak paham,

like me..

my brain was designed to understand simple things only..

setakat physics time spm memanglah pro

tapi masuk UTP ni buat aku rasa bodoh piang

 i really have bad feeling toward u TP.

dah la lecturer tu macam dah aim aku

siap hantar personal email lagik

aku pon tak paham..

just hoping for the best..

i believe in ALLAH..

i know ALLAH can bring miracle..

and i hope for the miracle ...

doa banyak2...

takutnya ......

so, disebabkan 2nd and 3rd paper tak study,

ingat nak score lah untuk last paper,Health, Safety and Environment..

sebab ada gap 1 hari untuk study..

lagipon subjek ni kena baca je.

baca punya baca..

soalan yang masuk takde pon yang saya baca!!

i answer the paper like making fried rice!

(jawab dengan gooreng2 lah tu)

haish utp ni

boleh tak final jangan bagi soalan susah?

kesianlah dekat saya yang tak berapa nak cerdik ni nak score..

i leanrt soemthing from UTP'S final exams,

" ALWAYS EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED".

kadang, kalau tengah study,

bincang dengan kawan soalan yang susah,

kita akan cakap, tak keluar kot sooalan susah macamni..

tapi UTP tak,

dorang akan keluarkan sooalan yang seriously

susah..

soemtimes not in the book

the questiions really need us to be critically thinking.

seriously

no joke.

aku nak nasihatkan kat sape2 yang nak masuk utp ni

kalo korang rasa addmath tu susah

jgn amek engineering

at least jgn amek engineering kt utp.

nak amek engineering, boleh dengan syarat

addmath korang boleh jawab tanpa fikir panjang.

tanpa susah2..

seriously..

enough with my sad story..

haaa, panjang lagi nak cerita ni sebenarnya..

huwa.

nak solat jap, penat menulis.

ok sambung.

sebab tu jarang update.

sebab saya suka tulis panjang,

kumpul idea dulu

kalau ada post pendek2 tu maknanya post tangkap muat

tak ikhlas sangat.

now the happiness part.

ish wire lan ni asyik tercabut jek.(selingan)

just so u know

nowadays, there's a lot of give away on FB..

especially from those shopping pages..

they usually ask people to share their photos,

and you'll get the chance to win the clothes etc.

aku selalu jugak lah share2 benda alah gini..

especially from Qoma..

nak tudung bawal..

lepas share tu confirm2 lah duk jenguk balik kat page dorang kan..

mana tahu kot kot menang..

berharap..

tapi hampeh,

tak menang pon

unlucky sungguh..

alkisahnya, haritu aku bosan

eala menatang Fb ni makin hari makin bosan kot..

so dengan tak semenanya pergilah share 1 gambar ni..

lepas dah share, aku memang tak mengharap langsung

saja nak hilang bosan..

aku share gambar ni.

lepas share, kena komen "shared" kat photo nih.

see? 

betapa tak mengharapnya aku

takde noktah pon

selalu kalau aku share, komen buat capslock sikit.

konon nak get attention la..

seriously after dah share terus lupe!

tak ingat dah nak cek menang ke tak

sebab dah biasa sangat kuciwa uolzz.

then tup tup dapat mesej kat fb:

ngaaaa, da seminggu lebih kot.

last2 owner sendiri yang carik aku.

nasib baik lah previous chat aku ada tanya dia pasal nak beli skirt.

skirt ape?. satg aku habaq mai.

nak cerita pasal ni sat.

sat no..

i was soooo suprised!!

seriously tak sangka menang give away..

hahaha..

aku dapat maxi dress free kot...

FREE!!

sape tak suka barang free kan?

syukur alhamdulillah...

nilah nak cakap

kalau ALLAH nak bagi rezeki tu

bila2 masa Dia boleh bagi..

dan kalau Dia nak tarik balik nikmat kita sekarang

anytime..

kita hanyalah manusia biasa yang lemah...

tak sabar nak tengok macamnae maxi dress tuh

hehe.. cakap batwing style

tak tahulah.

aku ni memang suka sangat pakai maxi dress

selesa kott uolzzz

lepas ni ingat takmo pakai jeans dah ahhaa

nak tiru dena bahrin ayu je pkai skirt sokmo kan?

ceh

tak sabar maxi dress oh cepatlah sampai..

ok. cakap pasal skirt pulak

alkisahnya aku nak beli skirt..

flared-pleated skirt..

aku tengok kat edz..

tapi tak beli sebab dah sold out

in add, mahal..

tup tup jumpa pulak kat Tri fa Wardrobe tuh

(shopping page yang sama bagi aku maxi dress free)

murah!!

rm55 include postage..

design nak sama dgn edz tuh.

tapi taak tahu nak beli ke tak

dalam dilemma ni..

sebab aku nak try pakai skirt ni sgt sebab aku rasa ianya sangat cantik!

tengok dekat edz pakai cantik jek

aku tengok kak aisya pakai cantik jek!

sape? adelah kak aisya tu

akak nana.. lawa.. stylo.. haha .. i adore her style so much..

and dia sangat lawa ok!

 disebabkan aku takot dia marah aku letak gambar ni

even ni gambar curik

so aku crop la sikit ek.

nice!

ayie pon ckp pkai macamni nice.

tapi aku tak pernah lagi tuck in my shirt..

tak tahulah kot2 beli skirt tu nanti tak pakai pulak

huwaa, nak beli ke taknak ni??

TRI FA WARDROBE

NAK KE TAK NAK??

eala, in return dorang bagi maxi dress free,

apa salahnya kalau aku beli pulak skirt ni dgn dorang kan??

by the way,

ni rahsia kulit cantik:

bedak pixy memang favorite aku

tapi naturactor tu aku baru beli

tak tahulah kenapa aku g beli

padahal selama ni beli foundation, cream tak pakai pon

buat menyemak je.

g kelas pkai sunblock n bedak je

tapi naturactor ni seyes best!

i beli original from japan taw!

memang nicelah!

walaupon mahal sikit

tapi arghh best best!!

gambar gambar aku tu tak pakai pon naturactor tu

masa ni tak beli pon lagi

saje mengade letak gambar sendiri.

selagi bergelar student,

selagi tulah dark circle menghantui hidupku..

uhuuuu

ponetnya menulis panjang2 ni...

kecian kalau ada yang baca wuuu adan uke cape uruh ace??

oklah

bubye!!

till we meet again insya allah..

maaf banyak typo malas nak betulkan balik

daa